A moment alone and my thoughts lead me straight to you
And my heart breaks over and over again
How can anyone else can handle this pain in their chest?
I want to write about you
But i’ve already cried too much today
I think about you
And it’s like i’m reliving it all over again
Cant even write the word funeral
Without tears falling
I hope you know that I love you
With how much it hurts to write it
And not be able to tell you.
I know you’re hurting now, love.
You’ve been the sole warrior
Fighting against an army of thousands.
We’re here beside you
And we will carry you
When it is time.
You’ve given it your all
Just let us know, darling
When you’re ready to rest your head.
With the holidays coming up, this might be the first family gathering your significant other will attend. Drunk grandpas, loud aunts, and unfiltered kids you have no idea what’s going to come out of their mouth next or what crazy thing they might do under the watch of a fresh pair of eyes. Will your significant other feel awkward and come off cold and distant? Will their vibrant personality rub some cousins the wrong way?
There are pros and cons of having a significant other meet family during a large gathering. Parties usually have various small groups or couples chatting together throughout the area which can help keep your SO from feeling too overwhelmed and you might be able to dodge any troublesome relatives. Even with a large group, the attention might not be all on your SO since parties are always a good time for people to catch up with others they haven’t seen in a while and others outside the family could be invited as well.
Of course, you are still throwing your SO into a sea of strangers with loud chatter and music. A smaller gathering of just immediate family or a quiet dinner might be less stressful on the senses for your SO. There won’t be tons of faces and names to remember, family relationship links to keep track of, nor an endless string of stories to listen to with characters you don’t know.
Either way it’s important to talk to your partner and see what they’re comfortable with and how you’ll best be able to management the stress of a new dynamic. Just remember, no matter how embarrassing or overbearing your family might be, everyone is nervous. It’s totally normal to be nervous and probably won’t end up being as bad as you think.
And if it is, well at least there’s no where to go but up from here!
Always told you can never do anything right
so you smoke until everything feels light.
You self sabotage with pills and alcohol
afraid you’ll prove him right and fall.
Forgetting everything else in that brilliant mind
because his hatred has made you go blind.
You self medicate with pills and alcohol
numbing the pain so you can finally sleep instead of bawl.
scared if you see your dad, you’ll lose control and brawl.
Thanksgiving is just ONE week away! You want to make a yummy dessert but not overdose in high calories and sugar. Watch my friend use banana and applesauce to keep these delicious ‘Blondies’ on the healthy side!