You talk about her and it lights a forest fire of destruction in my heart
my immediate reaction is to mention him so you might feel a lick of the pain I’m in.
It doesn’t make it any better when you speak ill of her
with so much emotion in your voice, i can still feel her claws deep in you
Am I that deep in you yet?
Will you ever be able to forget me?
Can I replace her in your heart?
I can’t help but gravitate to her
So sweet, she has me on a sugar high
So beautiful, surely I’ll go blind.
I’d do anything for that girl.
I never thought I’d find someone so perfect for me
She’s the North Star I’ll follow through even the roughest storm
the Religion I’d kneel before and pray to everyday
One day she’s gonna break my heart.
And I’ll gladly give it to her again in pieces
Nothing could keep me from her
because Heaven is Hell without her
She’s the center of my Universe
There is no Me without Her.
-June 2017
I still think about you time from time
And the Galaxy inside your mind
Beautiful and breathe taking,
I’ll never understand all it’s wonders.
Is there a star out there that still shines for me?
Does it glide across the sky like your pen on a page?
Or has it exploded into dust like we did,
just empty space now.
-April 2017
You talk about her and it’s not the dagger in my heart I thought it would be.
Still aimed in my direction it whispers right past my ear, the dagger of self doubt.
If it’s your true love I’ll gladly lay down in defeat but you speak with lust
and I can’t reason your insecurities this time.
There’s a line of new girls you’re hoping will take your mind off her.
I wonder why you keep me at a distance
when I’m a master of distraction and seduction.
-May 2017
Perhaps you have a heart
It’s just hidden and protected.. and not for me.
I know you can feel mine pulsing
in your hand as I try to give it to you.
But your hands are slick with thoughts of her.
Does she quake for you.. like I do.
-May 2017
well it’s been a rough week
and I’m rather thirsty tonight
so I’m gunna call up my girls
and we’ll tear up the night
I didn’t call to say I missed you
I didn’t call to say I love you
I don’t want you back
I don’t want your body lying next to mine
no I didn’t call you up
It was tequila on the line
But what I do have to say to you is
I hope you’re hurting like hell
With the town gossip saying ‘he isn’t doing so well’
I hope you’re ready to come back begging on your knees
Because you can’t stand another sleepless night with me in your life
And I hope tequila calls me up tonight sayin
I called to say I missed you
I called to say I love you
I want you back
I want your body lying next to mine
It’s me on the line
-March 2014
I have no regrets of loving you
But I think I’ve had enough of the hurting
I want more than this aching and breaking
One day someone’s going to love me right
Someone who won’t stop loving me one night.
-Aug 2016
