I hate myself for coming back to you every time
And I hate you for being the one I fall before.
I hate you for being so difficult
For not appreciating my worth
For leaving me
To fend for myself
in this hopeless dating world.
I hate myself for being your fool again.
I should let it go but i don’t.
It’s not fair and it’s not right.
You’ve never given me
a reason to hold on
it’s always only been in my mind.
She’s created the best fantasy
of them all. The opposite
of the reality of you.
Maybe one day I’ll finally get good at getting over you
But until then I’ll have another drink while I listen to another song that reminds me of you
I’ll drive by your house again and read through old phone conversations
Oh cause one day you wont cross my mind
But until then I’m still at this bar, stuck on you
I imagine hearing your name and not giving it a second thought
There will be no floods of memories that have to be fought
No ache in my heart nor tears in my eyes
You’ll be gone and I’ll have moved on
But until then I’m still at this bar, stuck on you.